Dear Guys,
   this must be a pitty , but is time to say goodbye to my xanga.

See ya in hi5 or facebook..

                                 notice by Mikey..

I would like say my name is just a dust not a hero name . Like normal person , I'm a little a with stupidity and cheers. However, this names aren't the one you expected or thought it would be.Very sad and disappointed!

In 1997, Lam Ramirez Kuk Meng was the ordinary-name in Hong Kong as well as my real name.No later, I entered the elementary life.I remembered the first name,Michael,was the name given by a English teacher,Miss Kwong.The name was a meaningful thing for my first destiny in here.But the name was only called from the the regconisers and the creater.All people almost yelled me Kuk Meng,the Guai Lou or even the foreign twins with my elder twin brother.I didn't know what to pretend this feeling,but I could say this was a past like a mirror.

The name "Michael" was still used until the secondary.It was really offen to realize this from others and,it's very common to me being known by my classmates(maybe their english was ok). "The more they know was the uncomfortable I feel" , this has been the problem I never never met for just a normal name.At the year of my form 3,I found myself were about to know the real key of my absolute personal spirit.Then,I renamed myself as Mikey,mean as "My real key".It was selfish correcting the name,but 4c mates didn't reject to call;they enjoyed(I don't exactly know).Remembering the high college life in 4c&5c, they always mixed the Mickey Mouse and the name of my "Mikey".Although it was a little bit embarranced,I was optimistic to it!

As my age had change,my thinking was coming more and more different. I don't want to memorize the pain of my two previous idiot names,"Mikey"and "Michael".I'm so tired of being myself. I almost want to forget my real name. The day after the HKCEE, I reckoned my fate was blammed. I don't wanna be a dead-person,so I definitely ended the name to Peliardinho( I surely use this to my whole-life!)which means FIGHT FOR NOTHING.

Oi,guys~~don't tryna remember my previous two names.When I come to HK,I won't give a sign if u don't call me Peliardinho.

P.S This is my last xanga writing.Nevertheless, I'll still use this for photos saving and,other aspects. I'll change using the yahoo blog .If you like to know my whereabout ,u can go and visit .                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        

親愛的香港,

我與你已經有起碼十年ge感情。記得在我第一次嚟時，對所有嘢好陌生。你會問：「咁你點樣同d人溝通呢？」well,當然更係用英文啦白痴。可能我本身有語言上ge天份，不足一年就可以同香港人講嘢呀。每一年的人生如harrypotter般接收更多ge難題同challenging，可謂身經百戰。

小學的我，如一般的同學也是天真活潑；唯一不同是我的年齡與其他人有差異。不過這不是我最重視的事；相反就是我失去了自己﹝e前ge我好單純無邪，但是嚟左香港支後變了佢地一份子﹞，好緊自己在家人ge地位，不斷去自我奮鬥；不過從不理會其他人ge存在。

這個情況維持到中學4年班，這時候的我總於明白到「真我」這個東西。朋友‧‧‧‧‧‧5係5係，應該係「自己」﹝這詞解朋友兄弟﹞、家人同信仰是為一體。所我不再理會物質上的追求，只是尋找真理存亡。

我要講88啦，他朝再相見。如果你想同我聯絡，我gemsn就係michaeldegod@hotmail.com .